January 2011
2 posts
snapping strings and open arms.: My heart was... →
autumnfringes:
My heart was attacked last night. I was told that I am worthless. I was reminded of the times I turned my back on God with my sin. I was told that I am nothing, that I will fail, that I will disappoint, that I will gain nothing, that I HAVE nothing.
And to that, I say this: satan, you have…
I don't know why either.
December 2010
1 post
The difference between you and I is I don't give...
October 2010
2 posts
Late night talks with the girlfriend
She better like eye bags.
"Patience with others is Love. Patience with self...
September 2010
13 posts
120 Torresdale
Thanks for the memories.
That didn't end the way I intended it to.
I don’t know what happened but my last post finished on it’s own in a depressing manner. However! They may be lasts, but new house, new memories. Lord..“Lead me home my Lover, Savior. Lead me home my Master, Redeemer. Lead me home and I will rest in you, lead me home and I will rest in you.”
End of an era.
As I sit my last few hours in my empty but cluttered apartment, memories rush through my brain. The crack in the walls where I was put through; funny story, me and my brother used to wrestle a lot. Burns from my experimental cooking days. Spots were I would cry stained with my tears. There have been so many firsts here, but as I sit here I think of lasts.
Chillin at home
swollen gums and all, can’t speak properly, can’t fall back asleep, watching How I met Your Mother.
Monday September 20th: Ida Chan
You have touched my life.
I guess it's time to grow up
Yeah, grow up bud.
Fr. Clement
You have touched me life incredibly. I’ll miss you
No more peeing in a cup for me
No more urine or blood tests, finally. I don’t ever think I’ve ever drank so much water in my life.
Chilling in a hospital gown
Just pee’d in a cup. Fun day
August 2010
10 posts
Fuck you hospital
I never leave with good news.
I hate going to the hospital. It’s insane how terrified I am to go back now.
What a day.
Going to bed at 2 only to wake up at 4 to puke and then sleep in till 6:40. Great way to jump start a long day of ball, volunteering and then partying it up. To simplify it, it was amazing.
6am,6am, tomorrow, 5 am.
Fun times with lack of sleep.
Happy 50th mom!
Just kidding, you’re only 39, I love you!
July 2010
42 posts
Faith, Hope, Love.
Words thrown at me last year. I returned to the place that exploded my heart and made me cry for my faith. Persevere. It’s what I learnt to do this year. Though lessons learnt last year still lingered onto this, the lesson was unfinished. Perhaps may be still in the making but none the less, a lesson learned. Words turned into feelings is what was made through out this beautiful weekend.
I...
OCY Midland Youth Rally: FLW M3
You have inspired me, you have rejuvenated my faith.
Step to the beat of my heart.
I was half in love with her by the time we sat...
thenorthkid:
christianandrabado:
bryantjavier:
Catcher in the Rye
Summer 2000 and 10.
I haven’t thought about a list but after a few conversations I’ve had today I think I’ve been able to muster one up.
Learn to Barre on the guitar
Sing and play at the same time
get back on my drum stool
G-1, how hard have I loafted on you?
Century club with the boys
Plans with Charlie.
Go to mass more
and I know it’s bad to have it right after I said go to mass...
At the Cross I bow my knee, where Your blood was...
What can separate me now? Well a lot can, but I said to myself today I’m willing to fight. There is fear in what is in-stored for me but it’s that knot in your stomach that accelerates your heart causing it to race so fast that you can’t hear anything else. I frantically searched for my comfort song only to find one that punched me in the heart. I am the flower quickly fading,...
Just offer it up...
repeat, repeat, repeat.
“You’re just full of hurtful words”
– Some random fairy.
Philly cheese steak at 3 in the morning?
It’s definitely summer time.
bighairblog:
Another sleepless night.
Friends are like credit cards, only keep 'em if...
thenorthkid:
(via christianandrabado)
This weekend has been unreal, and because of it I can finally make a change in my life, the past present and future are all critical in terms of deciding our futures, to the past, you’ve had a grip on me for the past 9, count them, 9 years of my life, but to you I say no more, it’s about time I let you go and use what I’ve learnt in order to help me now, I won’t ever forget you, and I’ll always...
Cheers to a new life.
puff away boys.
Get smasheddddddddddd
my summer phrase.
I'm sorry liver.
But it’s summertime.
